Let's shoot some BULLETS in the FACE

Penny reminded me to post this with her mini-rant LOL thank you, Penny.

So as art school is approaching, I’m going to feel the need to make a couple of changes to how I post and blog. To be perfectly honest, I’m getting sick of waking up and feeling like I have to post and reblog pretty pictures, because that’s basically what brought an onslaught of followers in the first place. That’s not the full reason of why I want to blog. I want to legit journal and post to record things I’m going through to share with friends, not reblog that pretty fashion picture because you like it.

I love all of you guys very much, but I feel like my perception on what I see tumblr as has been skewed by followers, pretty images, and reblogs. I want to make a blog for my art, my progress in the world, and my personal life, not to have followers, but to keep those close to me updated and to share what I want to share with them and anyone else who gives a fuck. I want to blog about world issues, issues that bother me personally, etc.

Not that I don’t do that already! But all the other flashy things that I can reblog, I feel, has taken away from what my core content is.

So I’ll be considering moving my blog in the near future for the sheer purpose of sharing my art and art experiences, talking about my friends’ art and promoting them, and anything else along those lines, because I’ve been too caught up in the flashy stuff for too long.

Because I’m bored and this looked like fun but I’m too lazy to re-do the drawn version.

Freshman

• A bit too happy
• A lot of swearing = nono
• WHY ARE MY FRIENDS SMOKING WEED BAAAAAAAAW
• Corsets, mismatched socks, poofy dresses and pink hair. GUYS I’M SO ARTZY
• Did I say pink hair? Pink hair.
• Homework during class.
• Thought I was soooo hardcore because I listened to Rage Against the Machine and Muse.
• Obnoxious. A lot more than I am now.
• Anime is the shit and I will love it forever <3333
• XD.  <——Need I say more. Also, not very confident with body.
• Too nice for her own good.

Sophomore

• My hair is awful I MUST WEAR A BANDANA ALL THE TIME
• Cowboy boots and cargo pants were obviously a good idea.
• Huge slacker. Even moreso than freshman year.
• Attempted hair with brown, pink and blonde. Never again.
• MY FRIENDS ARE STILL SMOKING THINGS BAWWWWWWWWWWW
• Adjusting to the word “fuck”. It’s such a big word what do.
• Had many breakdowns because of schoolwork. 
• Slowly becoming less awkward. 
• Emotionally altered slightly due to ice storm.

Junior

• Fashion sense slowly starts to improve.
• Being girly is overrated. I’m wearing boots forever. Fuck u gaiz.
• Swearing becomes more and more apparent.
• Sexualities beyond heterosexuality realized.
• Fucking basketcase. Empathy increases. Emotionally unstable. Breakdowns common and depression reoccurring.
•  Terrified of upsetting anyone. Moreso than before.
• Dyed hair darker for the first time. Hair is shorter than it ever was.
• Art improves.
• Got first D in her life. But confidence in school increases.

Senior

• Becoming more girly. High heels at school now common and fashion is the shit.
• Slight weight loss and more confidence in body. Happy with curves.
• Black is my best friend.
• FUCK SHIT DICK COCK DICK DICK DICK FUCK YOUR SHITDICKTIT
• Performance in school at an all time high. First year since middle school to get all A’s and B’s for 2 quarters in a row.
• Empathy conquered. Breakdowns rare, depression close to nothing and emotional stability restored.
• Awww you guys are so silly my pants smell like weed! O U KIDS.
• Learned how to properly handle conflict.
• Knows how to be a bitch when needed. Embracing straightforward-ness and being honest. But is still a kind person.
• College process complete and love for both art and science takes its place.
• Taught self how to not give a fuck. Happier than ever been.